Monthly Archives: December 2012

回归图书馆

在图书馆坐了下午,然后晚上又去坐了两个半小时。

图书馆是遇上美女的好地方。期末考试不是遇上美女的好时间。

没关系,有美女坐旁边就够了。我是那种只要有希望就可以填饱肚子的人。

嗯。到底是因为生活中没有交集,还是我个人太宅?想想疯狂的我,哈哈,是前者呀。

李斯说得对,一个人的成就处决于他所在的环境。身边没有好的女孩,你就是有再多的笑话,也不想说了逗人笑,大不了搞笑一下全是些低级趣味的调笑。身边没有好的女孩,你也不想出去吃饭,也不想出去玩,出去了,跟些男孩也总是玩些那些东西,多了就没什么意思,做些男孩的事就是什么也不做,跟女孩去了,也会保持距离,怕惹上不必要的麻烦。

于是你感觉似乎无聊透了。

于是终于你无聊透了。

无聊时候,想些大问题。世界,物理,哲学,生命。。。。然后你的想法变得挺多。却觉得越来越像要孤独终老的结局。

然后终于你遇见了一个觉得适合追求的女孩。

然后终于你下定决心去追求那个女孩。

于是终于,你大概会去约会那个女孩。

在想过很多次之后,你已经没有那种要她做女朋友的念头。

你只是想知道她叫什么而已,你要问她“你叫什么?学什么的?”

可是你都不知道下一句话说些什么。知道她对你有好感变成了一件不对劲的事情,发展的有点太快不是吗?

我真的不是想跟你做好朋友,不要一副不想伤害的姿态。但是想约你出去吃个饭。别搞复杂了,吃饭,玩乐,然后再说,没有太多情节,简简单单的了解一下,保持好感,又不至朋友的距离。所以好就是好,不回答就是不好。

决不抱有不合适就做朋友的姿态。找你做女朋友就是女朋友,不适合就什么也不是。纠缠个什么?除非你就是我朋友然后我才喜欢你。那种事情不可能发生。

经过很多次之后,搭讪变得及其的不自然。这一切都越来越不自然了。

你的缺点被放大,你的优点也不存在了。

然后你就快要放弃希望的时候。

会不会真正的遇到?

恋爱这事是很艰难的。虽然对于某些人这是最自然的事情。对于另一些人来说,却是需要找寻,需要尝试的。将就将就虽能过日子,找到个合适的人,才能够过得开心。

不要放弃。

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出发

夕阳在路的尽头,
看它就快要沉落,
没有风静静的晴空,
这可是一天的结束。

石凳有点烈日的余温,
海鸥飞过,
直向那笔直的山峰,
就在我的背后,
不要担心,
不要回头,
还有一晚的星空,
静静守坐。

Market is Stupid Don’t be surprised

As of today,

Exel is down 20% from the day its drug cabozantinib got approved by FDA. Its a drug with real potential, and it does not seem to have got the approval of the market. What do they like? VVUS.

Something they think can make them money fast.

But, does FDA approval on an “appetite suppression” drug mean anything at all? For god’s sakes, its an appetite suppression drug, it is not going to make much money if you can completely prove that it is complete safe. European union has denied this drug. So FDA approval means that it will at most be a last resort drug, for the people who actually need treatments.

Exel on the contrary, is a really good drug with really good positive effects on cancer. People think it is not going to make them money but I think there is more value in Exel than the market evaluates it, I still believe it belongs to a much better price.

其实感动只有一秒

唱了一首歌给你听,

你哼唱了一天,

轻轻 轻轻。

静静的,

天空静静的,

树叶奚落着,

阳光洒在了我窗台的的印刻,

写了一句我爱你,

在我深深的记忆。

 

又听了那一首歌,

又翻了一遍你的记忆,

又似乎看见微笑的你,

在我的怀里。

Going Solar?

Read this article in NYT, home owners are going solar. Wired thing, I was just thinking about that the other night.

The unfortunate truth is that, although it is a great vision, solar panels has limited life times as well. However much they make the impression that american solar companies are bringing this change, none of these will be possible without the low-cost of the panels themselves. The solar companies are ripping customers off big time. And where do you think they got their panels from? China of course.

It is a sad story how Chinese treat themselves much much worse than they treat foreigners. When you purchase something from Chinese dealers, you often get better products if they think you are a foreigner. I still cannot understand such mentality. What way of doing business is that?

(The whole economics boom in China today will not be possible without United States, and many Chinese do not realize that.)

But even when we are capable of production, we are producing, and we are consuming, we still do not have a society that allow people to enjoy all these. We don’t have a complete supply chain, we don’t have enough marketing, we don’t have enough regulations to protect our own consumers, and there is absolutely no way to be successful, if you cannot get your own people to believe in your products.

The cheap model will eventually drag the country until the normal Chinese people realize that this way of labor does not fit in with the modern way of life, it will create a society that is far more bizzare than any we have seen before. The government clearly has realized that, but are not brave enough to do anything that will potentially slow down the economic growth. Instead they use an approach trying to control what people like and what they think. It never works. It never will, and I cannot express the fear for its future.

All modern societies are ached by the intertwined relationship between politics and industry, and we are realizing more and more that the society are more and more determined by the political culture, but by cooperate culture. Cooperations functions like countries within countries. They have their own loyals, own rules, own cultures and even own armed forces. This part of the modern society is actually present in all societies. In a sense our countries are more or less influenced/controlled by these cooperations, or people who control these cooperations.

This is what we cannot change, but sadly, this is why war never ends, this is why officials make foolish decisions. It is not because they are stupid, they are absolutely smart enough for their job. They have to comply to the need of their patrons, the cooperation they are related to, and the need for themselves to do better with the help of those. This make society change much harder these days, it makes politics much more complicated. As always, it is not because politics is hard, it’s the need of different parties make democracy or any polical practice hard.